How Grownups Fire

 
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BY ANDREW JARVIS

Father taught us to shoot

in swamps, where still water

forced us to balance

in bogs, keeping the stocks

snuggled in shoulder bones,

between bodies and chins,

to extend our third arms

and gauge the ways of geese,

to aim ahead and eye

their wings, while we waded,

waiting for flight, rigid

snipers with barreled shots,

ready for bird bolting,

before wind awakened

squall, shot water to sky

and sank us, saving birds

in bluster, sinking guns

into gushy mud, mire

where father grappled us

with his threatening grip

and threw us wimps ashore,

disowning his children

as cowards, always weak,

while he slipped on slugs, shot

his feet, and fell, watching

us master the misfire.


Andrew Jarvis is the author of The Strait, Landslide, and Blood Moon. His poems have appeared in Cottonwood, Measure, Plainsongs, Valparaiso Poetry Review, and several others. He holds high honors from the Nautilus, INDIE Book of the Year, FAPA, CIPA EVVY, and NextGen Indie Book Awards. Andrew holds an M.A. in Writing from Johns Hopkins University and lives in Orlando, Florida.

Process Note: The process I used for "How Grownups Fire" is multifaceted and layered. I drew from personal memories of shooting, combined with conceited parental pride, foolishness, and irony. I then layered the poem with lyric qualities, meter, and wordplay. The verbiage propels the poem for a swift read, which matches the poem's spontaneity.