by Nathan Fako
The hawk has to do, I think
with forgiveness.
That’s why it keeps leaving
cold prey like wishes
in the night fountain
of my head,
waking me to the letter I got once
from an unknown uncle,
off the coast of Oman, thinking
of the time I held you
What patterned hand through blood
shapes to curve each “o” the same?
We had no common teacher
yet our letters make a perfect match.
There is so much
in blood I cannot shake.
Dear Uncle,
in Ottawa park tonight
the dark walls of forest are full
with watching eyes,
and if not, all the better.
I want to cut the sky, peel away
and shrug legacy off,
unmake this fading blue the sky still is
when you are a child.
I’m looking for mercy,
not this line of bunnies hopping tip-toed
from the vague green, disappearing
to hidden doors held open in the earth.
It is not tender, and if there is meaning,
I hear it screech down winged
on the raptor’s wild arc.
Nathan Fako (he/they) is a former high school teacher. He's currently an MFA candidate at Bowling Green State University and the Managing Editor for Mid-American Review. His work is published or forthcoming in The Rumpus, West Trade Review, HAD, Moist, Whale Road Review, and elsewhere.