by Liz Ahl
This month the crows are looking
to attract mates by drumming
their beaks against my mother’s house—
the metal chimney cap, the gutters,
or, if they’re really going for broke,
they’ll wield a beak-held stone
as one-half of their instrument,
and make the sexiest racket ever.
When I was a kid we had cherry trees
in the yard of a different house,
and my dad used them as an excuse
to purchase a professional slingshot,
by which I mean manufactured,
metal and hard plastic, not a thing
ad-hoc’ed by a kid with rubber bands
and the perfect forked stick lucked upon.
He paid for the manufactured version,
and little orbs of lead shot, and would,
from time to time, called by the ruckus
of the feasting crows march out to the yard
and sling that shot, one pellet after another,
into the murder. There’s no family memory
of him hitting a single crow. There were plenty
of cherries for eating, plenty uneaten.
I’ve watched crows chase a huge eagle
off a rocky beach. I’ve laughed as one crow
flew over the winding tree-lined road I drove,
above and just ahead of me, as if
it was driving, too, following each curve.
Crows are clever and supposed to bring us
signs or messages. They know
some kind of morse code they’re using
to knock and knock against the house
my crow-hassling father built, the house
where my mother lives alone now
among the crows, often choosing not to wear
her hearing aids, though even then
I’m pretty sure she must still hear
at least some shadow of the banging,
the tapping, their cackles and cries.
Liz Ahl is the author of the poetry collections A Case for Solace (2022) and Beating the Bounds (2017) as well as several chapbooks, including A Thirst That's Partly Mine. She is the winner of the 2008 Slapering Hol Press Chapbook Prize. She lives in Holderness, New Hampshire.