By Jana Richardson
Ever since I hit puberty
the moths visit me at the threshold
of every summer. They slip
through the drapes and the netting, their desperation
pea-brained and burning, dizzy with light
-lust. My house
spider flees my bare feet
every night when I brush
my teeth, even after
I named her. March
is green with rain and teeming
with butterflies and we have
three months left. I’ll laugh
for real with strangers and fall asleep
worn soft. In January
you told me the insects
lose their flight forever once
they land and the sidewalks shivered
with petals of fallen wings.
I’m going to stay here
in these hours curled
around you.
On my own continent I’ll miss
you at night
and when I’m swimming.
By the time I’m gone
the moths will freeze.
The elephants were breathtaking, but these are the root-
limbed creatures that fabric
webs in my closet and go belly-up
on my windowsill for all their hearth
chasing. Although their deaths are dumb,
there is some comfort
in forfeiture and I’m not without
empathy. Like me, killed
by some ancient cartographical fault-wiring.
Like you, they’re in the wrong place.
Jana Richardson has her MSW and two BA’s from the University of Utah. Her work has previously been published in Eunoia Review, In Parentheses, and Gyroscope Review. She is traveling abroad after spending a year living and working in Namibia.